I feel as if it’s been a forever and an eternity since I’ve sat down and actually recorded my life on this website. So much has happened to me, so much.
Well, it’s already April. The end of April. That’s too crazy. I get out of school on a month. A month!!!! And I’m sitting here not doing my homework, oops. I have an essay to type out and I’m really not in the mood. But school is out in a month and I just can’t take work and projects anymore. I seriously am so done. My mind is already starting to inch its way to summer, and the fact that I really need to be working out and getting in shape for it. I also need to get a car, badly. I’ve been driving, and yeah, I’m not the best driver. But I’m working on it. I also need a job. I’ve applied to five so far, and I have my fingers crossed that at least someplace will hire a seventeen year old with no experience. I need a car and a job, basically. I also told a boy that I liked him and he didn’t like me back, which is always fun. I’m actually not upset or sad or anything, though. Everything happens for a reason. Now, I’m just trying to enjoy life as much as I can, taking things one day at a time. Happy almost May! :-)
Lately I’ve been taking lots of bubble baths and I’ve just been trying to figure everything out. I’ve come to the realization that I’m now more excited for my trip than ever. I need to go to two beautiful places and immerse myself in the culture of everything and try to forget or clear my head. People suck, boys suck, and I’m now even more excited to graduate high school. Now I’m going to start getting by backpack packed and forget everything. I don't want to see people anymore.